"My father was Rastko Milošev (Ras), a famous guitarist in the former Yugoslavia. I met him when I was 18 years old and I only knew him for two months. Then he left and became a ghost again. My family never talked about him. Neither before I met him, nor after, and Ras and I rarely communicated after we met. I was left full of unanswered questions and emotions, and fled 2,000 km away from everything, to Belgium. A few years later, in 2014, Ras died.
This is a story of courage, coping and searching for my father. It's time to face stories, people and emotions, opening old wounds in hopes of healing the scars and finding answers. Why did he wait so long to meet me? Will confronting my family help me find what I'm looking for? Why didn't anyone talk about him? Could it be that he caused so much pain that everyone tried to erase him and forget about the child full of questions? I hope to discover what shaped his life and learn something about myself along the way." - Justina Matov